- When you binged the night before so you feel disgusting and make up excuses to your friends for not going out, only to stay home and binge again : )
Would you bleed for me?🌊
At this point I keep asking myself If I even want to get better.The satisfaction of being told how much weight I have lost is too great. But if they only knew how many tears I’ve shed hovering naked over the toilet seat, sitting on my bathroom floor, hysterically sobbing while trying to undo the “damage” I’ve done by eating that sad little bowl of coco puffs.
I worked out for the first time in a while and I’m sore but I’m so glad that I did. I really need to get back on track, senior year has had me doing everything but working out so far :/
I don’t like my thighs. Lost some weight but still feel fat. 🙁