Category: suicidal

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I hate what I’ve done to myself.

I’m actually feeling really damn suicidal rn.I managed to gain 10 lbs from binging this week, and I am bloated as fuck but still need to go to school tomorrow. I legitimately can’t stop crying because of how ashamed I am. I’ll do a 72h water fast so I don’t feel like complete shit and get some weight off. I can’t believe I let myself get to this point.No clue how I’m gonna leave the house tomorrow.

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Why is it so hard to talk about it…

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I want people to stop recognising me so I don’t have to act happy all the time.

I don’t want to have responsibilities anymore.

I want a break from life.

I want to stop living.

I just want to die.

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I actually felt great some weeks ago and wanted to change my blog into something positive because I thought the whole depression shit was over but nahhhhh it hit me again

fml

i’m a better actress than i thought.

i’m a better actress than i thought.

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Why does it feel like it‘s getting worse?

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