Category: self harm

Too many things are going on at the moment.

I can‘t handle anything anymore. I really can’t!


Probably didn’t made myself clear.

I want to die.

For real!


Guess who‘s back and drowning in sadness again 👍🏼

I’m back (but in a good way?)

Alright so for everyone who cares or was wondering why I didn’t post anything for a long time.

I was logged out of this account because I was concentrating on life and also had a ton of things going on (still have tho).

And idk how or why or what exactly happened. But I feel quite good. Well. I still have some bad days where I feel lonely but it’s way better than it used to be. I’m now concentrating on smth else (ED cause I’m fat lmao) but I srsly think I got out of all the depression and suicidal stuff and that is such a damn good feeling tbh. (Just hope this is not a phase and lasts for a long time)

But what I actually wanted to tell all of you, it gets better! I know you’re probably sick of hearing it cause I was, but you have to keep fighting just a little bit! Not for me or for a family member or for a friend but for yourself because you deserve to get to know the happy side of life. Like I always say, you’ll never be happy and bright af. Because no one is. There will always be moments or days where you don’t feel like doing anything or feel sad. But I promise you that one day you‘ll definitely feel better than you do now!

You can always pm me or send me an ask or anything if you wanna talk or vent or just wanna make friends and I’ll try my best to help you! Promise ^^

Hi! I ate an apple and feel real bad about it. 🙂

Am I the only one that doesn’t feel worthy enough to go out and have fun if I have eaten that day?

Every time members of your family fight with each other and you literally have nothing to do with it:

„Well, well, well. Time to cut yourself again because you should have stopped it from the beginning, means you did a pretty bad job, my dear.“


Too insecure for prom…

Sooo it’s my boyfriend’s prom in a week and I’m his date. I’ve been looking forward to it for months now. I got my nails done,freshly died my hair and bought a super expensive dress.The only problem is I can’t stop thinking about what if all the other girl’s there are prettier and skinnier than me??? At first I loved the dress I bought, but since it’s not a tight dress I feel really insecure and I’m scared it makes me look bigger.I don’t know what to do…

I don’t know what‘s wrong with me. I‘m not as strong as I want to think I am. I can‘t do anything right. I just feel like crap right now and could literally throw up. Today was alright but as I started binging everything collapsed and now I‘m sitting on the bathroom floor and crying. Anyone here who wanna kill me? Bc I can‘t do it myself unfortunately.

I‘m sorry. Just needed to vent.

But seriously. Please kill me.