Dying would be so damn fine right now
I hate what I’ve done to myself.
I’m actually feeling really damn suicidal rn.I managed to gain 10 lbs from binging this week, and I am bloated as fuck but still need to go to school tomorrow. I legitimately can’t stop crying because of how ashamed I am. I’ll do a 72h water fast so I don’t feel like complete shit and get some weight off. I can’t believe I let myself get to this point.No clue how I’m gonna leave the house tomorrow.
Why is it so hard to talk about it…
Can my stomach like shut the fuck up? I’m trying to sleep here.
Summer is over and I haven’t lost any weight *internal screaming*
Confession: Hunger pains make me feel proud.
Breakfast, Lunch and dinner.