Category: depressing

never go back

never go back

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AAAAAA I’M SO FUCKING HUNGRY

l o n e l y .

l o n e l y .

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after being numb for so long, i welcome the pain.

Family issues. Any advice? :(So I’ve been having alot of issues with my family. We don’t…

Family issues. Any advice? 🙁

  • So I’ve been having alot of issues with my family. We don’t seem to have a relationship at all. I’m 16 now and I just can’t wait to move out, but not for the usual “omg my parents are so annoying” reason. I legitimately feel sad around them. We don’t talk at all, we don’t do things together, we don’t eat at the same table. My parents don’t really love each othe anymore, my mom got married to my dad when she was 19. They haven’t even slept in the same bed for 5+ years. I can’t talk to my mom like a normal daughter without feeling extremely judged or like I’m not even being listened to. My dad is a very soft man so he just agrees with everything she says. We came to the conclusion that she has major anger isuse so she easily snaps. I used to go to therapy for my depression and panic attacks but they stopped taking me because my therapist moved and they couldn’t be bothered to find me a new one. I mean they keep saying they will but It’s been 6 months now and I’m taking antidepressants without professional supervision. I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m so tired of feeling like I live in a house full of strangers. It just makes me cry when I see my friends just talking to a parent like they are best friends. If anyone has any advice or feels the same way please dm me. ♡

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i’m sorry

i’m sorry

At this point I keep asking myself If I even want to get better.The satisfaction of being told how…

At this point I keep asking myself If I even want to get better.The satisfaction of being told how much weight I have lost is too great. But if they only knew how many tears I’ve shed hovering naked over the toilet seat, sitting on my bathroom floor, hysterically sobbing while trying to undo the “damage” I’ve done by eating that sad little bowl of coco puffs.

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