Dying would be so damn fine right now
So damn afraid of the new year and the fireworks are not making it any better
If I take my meds and then binge and purge an hour after, should I take them again?
I hate what I’ve done to myself.
I’m actually feeling really damn suicidal rn.I managed to gain 10 lbs from binging this week, and I am bloated as fuck but still need to go to school tomorrow. I legitimately can’t stop crying because of how ashamed I am. I’ll do a 72h water fast so I don’t feel like complete shit and get some weight off. I can’t believe I let myself get to this point.No clue how I’m gonna leave the house tomorrow.
Why is it so hard to talk about it…
I want people to stop recognising me so I don’t have to act happy all the time.
I don’t want to have responsibilities anymore.
I want a break from life.
I want to stop living.
I just want to die.
Can my stomach like shut the fuck up? I’m trying to sleep here.
I’m not #pro anything I’m just using the tags so similar people can see my posts so calm your fucking tits inbox annons.