Category: dead

Too many things are going on at the moment.

I can‘t handle anything anymore. I really can’t!

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Why can‘t I allow myself to believe that others do care for me and want to help?!

Instead I’m sitting here crying and thinking that I’m all alone even though I know there are people I can talk to.

But in spite of everything I still just can’t because my goddamn brain won’t let me.

Not kidding. This feeling of loneliness and the blockade is seriously gonna be the end of me one day.